I Got Rejected

Recently I got rejected. Not to complain how sad I was- in fact I wasn’t. 

I was more frustrated- why doesn’t he want me? ‘What’s not to like about me?’ 

It’s really interesting to watch my emotions because there is almost a fine line between insecurity and narcissism. 

Insecurity can be where we say I believe no one will ever love me 

Narcissism can be everyone has to love me.

Sometimes we get upset because someone said they didn’t want us and then we say now I’m afraid to go out again in case the next person I meet doesn’t want me. 

I always have this mindset: everyone should want me. And when someone doesn’t want me that really turns me off because everyone should have wanted me. 

Truth is: there are many *1000 people aren’t going to want me. 

I consider myself a pretty funny girl, I also know that I have a certain ‘audience’, that I’m not for everyone. And there will be certain ‘audiences’ that will never come to me- it doesn’t change the fact how funny I am. There are certain people who love my jokes, but some don’t- it doesn’t mean that I’m not a funny person, it doesn’t mean I don’t have good jokes. (Hope this makes sense :))

Don’t waste your time in thinking about the rejection, allowing it to cripple you. Life is so short, too short to waste on these kinds of negative ideas that stop you doing things.